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Nyama Possessor Veteran user Under the Shade Tree 322 Posts |
Peace Michael,
As you know I am currently going thru some challenging times myself as well... Although I don't have much to offer by way of materialistic possessions, a domicile, or financial resources, what I can offer you is pure power and motivation to continue being the rock that you are to your little princess! (near or far) As a parent sometimes we have to step outside of ourselves (and our needs and wants) to ensure that they are safe and secure. And other times we need to regroup, heal, reload and gain composure so we can continue being the life-force for them. Remember brother, when those oxygen masks come down on the plane, you are instructed to cover YOUR face first, before covering the face of your precious child. Self-preservation, so you can continue preserving those who look to you for shelter, safety, guidance and strength. If I know you, then I know your daughter is at least half resilient, and therefore unconditional in her love for you. Whether near or far, at home or abroad, know that she is a part of you, and you a part of her. Trust that she can feel your love emanating over and thru space and time, even from a great distance. And as long as you are able to call her, this will be further proven to her. I am gathering the elemental forces and sending them forth, towards your direction brother... May you seek shelter within reach of your daughter, and find the courage, motivation, strength and power deep within yourself to remain calm, cool, collected and strong during this time... Know that everything happens for a reason, and that you will land on your feet with true conviction, and that the pendulum swing will return to the "right" again! Courage doesn't always roar like a lion, sometimes it is that little voice inside that says "Tomorrow I shall try again". Slow motion is better than no motion, better now yet greater later... More is to be revealed. What the Universe want you to have, can't nobody can keep from you. What the Universe keep from you, can't nobody give you. If the Universe keep something from you it's because there's something better for you. And the best is yet to come! Cause what's coming is better than what is already gone. So don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle... More is to be revealed!!! I been in the soaking wet trenches, concrete jungles and on the bloody battlefields of Life, with one foot in the grave and the other one broken, not a shirt on my back not a penny to my name, 5000 miles from home, at the bottom on the barrel, with no direction left to go but UP. And UP (Under Pressure) is where you will go too!! So long as you stay strong, be brave and march forward. For just as every tub sits on its own bottom, every man must to stand on his own two feet. As a rock on the sea shore, stand firm, and let not the dashing of the waves disturb you. Raise your head like a tower on a hill, and let the arrows of fortune drop at your feet. In the instant of danger, the courage of your heart will sustain you; and the steadiness of your mind beareth you through. What you are going thru is NOT easy, nor does it fix quick, or go away overnight. Be kind and gentle to yourself during this time, strive not to turn the energy-in-motion (emotion) inwards. Release it like a sponge that has reached the point of saturation. What goes up must come down, what goes in must come out, and what comes around goes around... We are here for you. So, burn the pain as fuel for the rest of the journey, knowing that the strength that brought you this far will carry you the rest of the way. It wouldn't fall on you if you couldn't handle it. Skip the "e" and let it go, put that pride to the side and don't hesitate to PM me should you need an ear to listen, a shoulder to lean on, or a hand to pull you up out of a mental grave. I am here for you brother. Peace-Guidance-Protection. your fellow "GDM" Brother, ~ Nyama Possessor ~
The Honorable NYAMA POSSESSOR
Co-Founder & Co-Creator of MAGICAL REALISM, Owner of ANCESTRAL REALM PRODUCTIONS * 17 Year Member of the Shadow Network * ICBM Alumnus * Creator/Author of SUMMONING RUMI and numerous other underground proprietary releases... Books, routines and tools coming soon, available only and exclusively at www.AlchemyMoon.com |
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reese Inner circle of Hell 1332 Posts |
My best to you & your own.
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Christopher Gould Inner circle in special pants. 1029 Posts |
Michael is a dear friend to me and to all of us here, so it is with heavy heart that I hear this. I want to publicly add my good thoughts here, but I will not say too much as I have talked privately, which I prefer. However, it is good to see the friendship here. Also, there is some fine advice from Nyama Possessor. Forward and up Micheal - time heals.
Chris
The Moon is now to be found in the constellation of Gemini:
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Brynmore14 Inner circle The Séance Chamber 1815 Posts |
Michael,
This to shall pass. Bryn |
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Al Desmond Inner circle Secret Mountain Lair in Conifer, Co 1511 Posts |
Maybe we need the opinion of an expert on this... me.
I've been divorced 4 times. The one simple thing I have discovered. The first thing you have to do is take care of yourself. Everything else should be on hold. Because you won't be in any shape to take care of anyone else, physically or emotionally, until you can look in a mirror and say "Ok... now it's time to get on with life." There is nothing wrong with selfishness when you health and future depends on it. Put the multiple layers of problems aside for the moment and work on getting back on your feet. Then get back to your daughter. |
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Michael_MacDonald 1964 - 2016 Washington 2034 Posts |
I want to thank those who helped me by donating to my gofundme page, I do not know how I would making it without the help of you guys. I really was embarrassed making that page and still feel like my ego is taking a beating harder then it ever has in my entire life. I really appreciate that none of yoou have judged me less then a man for needing help. I have always been a strong man and have worked my entire life to support those that I love until the health issues took me down. it takes everything have right now not to just sit in a corner and cry, but I know that if my daughter sees this it will make it harder on her.
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horus1 Special user 645 Posts |
Check out kushi institute's way to health program.
I personally know many lives changed by it. My wife went... People literally brought back to Health from hospice. What ever ails you it's a dietary life style change That heals your body and mind. It might be worth considering. That type of action .. Moving forward can feel like the first steps of taking back control of your life. Best wishes to you. |
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Nyama Possessor Veteran user Under the Shade Tree 322 Posts |
I have to agree with Horus... Health is our greatest wealth. And most (if not all) sickness and dis-ease can be traced back to a poor diet (poisonous/highly acidic/undigestible foods), improper digestion/digestive system overload, and insufficient elimination (the rule on average is one proper elimination at least one hour after every major meal, so if you eat 3 major meals a day you should be having 3 BMs a day).
We can't put death in our body to give our body Life. Please PM me if you would like some simple suggestions on what you can do to change your lifestyle around for the better, and/or make some easy dietary changes. Knowledge is power... The more you know the better you feel. And difficulties do not come to those who are prepared. I'm here for you brother... Peace and Wellbeing.
The Honorable NYAMA POSSESSOR
Co-Founder & Co-Creator of MAGICAL REALISM, Owner of ANCESTRAL REALM PRODUCTIONS * 17 Year Member of the Shadow Network * ICBM Alumnus * Creator/Author of SUMMONING RUMI and numerous other underground proprietary releases... Books, routines and tools coming soon, available only and exclusively at www.AlchemyMoon.com |
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Bedford Special user Louisville, KY 672 Posts |
Michael, so sorry to hear this - Take heart, it will get better.
The Alchemy Moon Collective
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Tom Jorgenson Inner circle LOOSE ANGLES, CALIFORNIA 4451 Posts |
Endure, my friend. Day by day. You'll get through this.
We dance an invisible dance to music they cannot hear.
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Pakar Ilusi Inner circle 5777 Posts |
Do perform Magic when and if you can. Just at the closeup table with cards and such.
It will help to see genuine smiles you help bring forth. If it pays, even better. You hang in there buddy.
"Dreams aren't a matter of Chance but a matter of Choice." -DC-
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1908 Special user 882 Posts |
Quote:
On Jun 7, 2015, Al Desmond wrote: Wise advice, I have been in strange life situations as well and I only managed to survive when I tried so hard to take care of myself.
Don't wait for the perfect moment...Take a moment and make it perfect!!!
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Michael_MacDonald 1964 - 2016 Washington 2034 Posts |
Thanks guys, she has given me 2 weeks to get out so I am at a scramble trying to make money to get a van or rv. it really hit me hard yesterday as things just seem to keep piling up on me. but I am still alive and still trying to muster hope and faith that everthing will be alright and that I will be able to stay here in this state and be with my daughter.
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Gregor Von G. Regular user 163 Posts |
I don't know you but I will be pleased to give all my support.
I can totally understand your situation, I went through similar stuff. Be strong, hard times comes but surely go. Best, David F |
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Michael_MacDonald 1964 - 2016 Washington 2034 Posts |
Thanks David.
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S2000magician Inner circle Yorba Linda, CA 3465 Posts |
I cannot even imagine what you're facing; to have had to leave my children would have been devastating.
You're in our prayers, my friend. |
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RNK Inner circle 7491 Posts |
I know this storm to shall pass Michael. I will pray for All of you. Stay strong and focused. Having to leave my children would be one of the hardest things in life to go through. But I think you must let your daughter know how much you love her and that you will be available to her anytime you possibly can. Surely this will be tough for her and she needs you to be strong and an anchor. You will get though this.
God Bless You! Bob
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kambiz Inner circle Perth, down by the cool of the pool 1129 Posts |
God bless Michael. You are indeed in my prayers.
Every morning when you arise, be thankful, acknowledge your ancestors, then acknowledge yourself. Look in the mirror and repeat "I am beautiful, both inside and out" at least ten times. Surround yourself with loving, positive people for it is those that will build your hope. I pray for your health and happiness. Ka
If I speak forth, many a mind will shatter,
And if I write, many a pen will break. .....and when I consider my own self, lo, I find it coarser than clay! |
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Winks Special user Arizona 753 Posts |
Michael, I don't know you, but I shall have you in my prayers. I can tell you this: it is not your fault. No one knows why such things happen. I know others say it is for a reason. I do not believe that and I do not find it in the Bible. There are often no answers for why things happen. But, I am a Christian and what I do believe is that God works all things for good to those who love Him. Keep your faith and do what is right. Somewhere somehow someone will come along. And He will be there.
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S2000magician Inner circle Yorba Linda, CA 3465 Posts |
Amen, Winks.
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